Monday, October 16, 2006

So they killed her !!

It might Sound like an amarican wish a Dash of an indian movie but it's Not They killed my relative in iraq .. 2 bulltes in the Head & That's it ..
the Story began months ago ..

First they robbed her house while she was out her teenage boy was @ home the locked him in his room & they took all the mony, gold , passports & all the offical papers that they have !!! all of us told her " al hamdullah they didnt kill your son " she said yea " al hamdullah" then when she tried to go to the police they told her go to the Adamiya police Dept Reason " your sunni the other police dept. are all shia !! "

she went and she filed a report and started working on issuing a new papers for her & for her son & she stayed @ her duaghter house ( who's married to my relative).

yesterday she went to the police station to get the papers they said " 2 hours & your papers will be finished " she said let's go back home & check the house better than going back to my daughters house ..

she went back the moment she opend the door 2 bullted were in her head .. she died !!! her son saw her dying infront of him he is only 15 !! this is how is it going in Iraq ..

U never know when your gonna lose your life .. God Save my Family & my friend back in what so I used to call Home .

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Nurseries in Abu Dhabi


Some1 PuhLeaaaaaaaaase Help me

God going crazy caz of that !!!

Looking for a good 1 that teaches Arabic + Transportation since I dont have a car ..

the latest news is : if u register u son late u'll be on the waiting list !!!

godness !!! i mean is he joining harvard or what !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Mix & Match



Long Time since i posted anything ...

long time for baghdad buring also !!! it'll be 2 months & not a single post !!!!!!! start wondering about that girl ..

So Ramadan is here

Have a mixed feeling about this month this year .. dunno i feel it's going to fast ..

why always good things has to end ?! while bad things it seems not to end !!!

can't get couple of things around me .. why some ppl seems too close for u & then suddenly u feel they r cutting u off their life ...

they say will call back they dont .. will email back & they wont .. endless circle !!!

i normally tend to take a step back in order to see ...

i wanna drink water but i cant caz am fasting ...

i have lost the feeling that am close to god .. i feel so far away & that's scars me .. i pray every single day to be closer to god but i feel there is somehting is pulling me away ..

my mood have been swinging this week & No am not pregnant !!!

today our CEO told us good news about how well our company is doing .. every1 was smiling only me !!

i loooked @ every1 they all had this little smile on their face only me .. i couldnt smile me who used to be calle dthe smily face caz i smile alot .. I cant smile anymore

i wanna leave this company ... i wanna reset my life .. i wish there was a button that u can click it & reset everything ... only my son is the only thing i dont wanna change it ..

yea am married & i have small baby boy ...

i think am going through a depression phase !!

god i wasnt like this i guess it's this job ..