Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Mix & Match



Long Time since i posted anything ...

long time for baghdad buring also !!! it'll be 2 months & not a single post !!!!!!! start wondering about that girl ..

So Ramadan is here

Have a mixed feeling about this month this year .. dunno i feel it's going to fast ..

why always good things has to end ?! while bad things it seems not to end !!!

can't get couple of things around me .. why some ppl seems too close for u & then suddenly u feel they r cutting u off their life ...

they say will call back they dont .. will email back & they wont .. endless circle !!!

i normally tend to take a step back in order to see ...

i wanna drink water but i cant caz am fasting ...

i have lost the feeling that am close to god .. i feel so far away & that's scars me .. i pray every single day to be closer to god but i feel there is somehting is pulling me away ..

my mood have been swinging this week & No am not pregnant !!!

today our CEO told us good news about how well our company is doing .. every1 was smiling only me !!

i loooked @ every1 they all had this little smile on their face only me .. i couldnt smile me who used to be calle dthe smily face caz i smile alot .. I cant smile anymore

i wanna leave this company ... i wanna reset my life .. i wish there was a button that u can click it & reset everything ... only my son is the only thing i dont wanna change it ..

yea am married & i have small baby boy ...

i think am going through a depression phase !!

god i wasnt like this i guess it's this job ..

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